Does anyone really know what a "midnight poker game" is all about? There are a few of my friends that know the true meaning of the words. It is not your usual meaning, it means something very special to me. It is my escape route from my house to my special friends house... who is not going to be named now. I go and hang out, chill, relax, laugh, and basically have a great time. My husband doesn't provide that for me so I choose to find it elsewhere. If my marriage was worth saving, I wouldn't be playing midnight poker games. It is my own little secret that is shared with my closest friends. And they all know what my home life is all about and how I desperately want to change it but cannot until I have that degree in my hand ... which is coming quicker than I ever imagined. I do have a plan in mind for when I have my degree in hand, one that will blow my husband out of the water because he suspects nothing. I will leak nothing of my plan until the particular day comes when it is absolutely necessary. Then I am sure that all hell with break loose and I am sure that there will be many questions that will need to be answered. And I have every intention of laying everything on the line at that point in time. Expectation makes the world go round ...
I assume that my last blog before this raised alot of questions to my special friend, and I am sorry for the confusion. I should of spoken to you privately before blurting everything out in the open, however, it has been tough to keep things contained when it builds inside. I do apologize from the bottom of my heart, and I will make it up to you at one of our "midnight poker games."
Midnight Poker Games
